during april

hhmmm ... I skipped the review of March (well, dejavu actually), because for me individually, inspiration could come hundreds of times a day, but at its lowest point, also could not come at all.ya, i mean it, at all. or it might come, but they weren't in conjunction with a good mood for just typing. well, that's me. but at least, until the end of April, I still love myself as I am, as I created, as I grow, and as I outlined destiny, at least so far.

and now, as fast and too powerful time, April has passed. indeed, I need hours and hours, even just for remind and review what have been passed last month. though indeed, with great regret, I confess, there's not much increased, though not also be said step back. probably just limped, or crawled. 

selain liburan ke bali, oh ya, aku belajar drive sekarang, sedikit sedikit, tapi mudah-mudahan pasti. asyik juga kayaknya liat orang bisa nyetir, jadi kesannya gak manja. gym juga masih, malah ketambahan lanny, jadi lebih bersemangat. apalagi progressnya keliatan, so far udah reduced 7 pounds, plus sedikit otot2 kecil. oh ya, bicara otot, kok jadi ingat cover albumnya si Agnes Monica yang jadul. bisep sama trisepnya asli keren banget! 

hahahahha (pasti si chika senang amit2 karna liat fans-nya di attach di blog kakaknya yang sebenarnya, however, gak cinta produk dalam negeri , but it's ok, tokh juga pleasing my own sister isnt a sin kan?)

oh ya, my youth community was succeed to held "Hiking Competition" dan CCA juga! senang melihat pekerjaan yang diupayakan bersama-sama berjalan sukses. tetap maju in serving HIM, one of the best commitment  i ever made during my lifetime, and never stop thanking for it.

dan... I think I start to reach the highest point of boredom at the office. I needed a new challenge.

dutch course juga postponed, secara.... dia yang kembali benar-benar membuyarkan konsentrasiku.. dan mempengaruhiku, physically and mentally... dan aku benar-benar sakit dengan ini. astaga, mengingatnya saja aku hampir GILA! tapiiiii... menikmati peran sebagai artis yang ciamik merupakan pengalaman unforgettable seumur hidup! 

target bulan depan : lebih pinter nyetir, beresin novel "Lessons in Heartbreak", reduce 4 more pounds, and... hhmmm mungkin mau lebih sabar lagi. live to the fullest. itu saja.