i really couldnot stop to deliver my disappointment for my ex-bestfriend, who acted really strange this last several weeks. Our fight was really really thrill me in such terrible way, but there always consequences for being honest. I realized how sarcastic our acting went, it hurts me as hell though, but maybe that was how we should learnt. I apologize if our great years should be ruined in this way, it just unexpected pathetic happenned. I just really couldnt get your decay outta my head!

 and for the other object, who shocked me with the proposal (maybe that is why we do really adore sandra bullock, yay!), should I say thank you for everything? and for the promise to shelter me from any pain? you ever be the caused of that pain, though. Could we make it up on this next opportunity well? and could we keep helding head high and holding each other tightly, for everything we've been passing through and everything we gonna passing by later?  i just do love the way we are flowing now, it goes to a good direction! I (and maybe U) maintain the belief that if two hearts are fated, then nothing, and I mean NOTHING, can tear them apart.  do you aware? How long has it been, since this storyline began? I hope it never ends, cos you're the only thing  that I like about being me. fairytale? whatever! i love it, for now. maybe also for later. i dunno.

and for another other object, who should not want to be fooled (again), we need our momentum, an "OUR TIME" for leeting it fly. nobody is perfect, neither do I. neither do U. neither anyone else. sometimes I hate to learn something in a controversial way, but life is always about taking risks, right? and pain is one of the plural things which make life is not tasteless (for us). i am sorry, dear.